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Joyful.

Oh HI blog. Long time no type. No longer having a laptop is a pain. Dirty rotten thieves. However, in only 3 weeks time (!!) I will be back in Canada for Christmas and will purchase a lovely new computer then, as laptops are basically given away for free in terms of price comparison between home and here in the UK. Believe me.

Anyway. I am supposed to be writing a term paper for my online class right now, but as I am the Queen of Procrastination this seemed like a much better idea.

I bet you’re wondering “What’s new pussycat!?” Well, let me tell you.

October can rot in the fiery pits of hell. Seriously. What I didn’t mention in my last post is that the lovely break-in experienced at the beginning of the month led my housemates and I to learn via the Crime Prevention team that our house wasn’t secure, which then led us to discover that our contract and lease were actually illegal. Our dodgy landlord did not comply with many safety regulations and not only that, had made handwritten changes to our contract without our consent. Fun! So we wrote a lovely letter detailing our reasons for hightailing out of the property and gave our notice.

Thus began The Great Flat Hunt of 2009. Which was a whole lot of “not fun” mixed with a bunch of “lame”. I spent two weeks scouring classifieds for places to live, then worked all day and flat hunted all night. As this is London, one of the most expensive cities in the world, of course I can’t afford to live on my own so was looking to move into an existing houseshare. Slim pickings is all I can say. I viewed flats to share with 6+ people, with a pole dancer and a stage manager who asked my views on drug use, flats with painted concrete floors, flats miles away from public transport, flats with postage stamp sized bedrooms, flats with no communal areas yet atrocious rental rates, and flats that were lovely but as soon as I said “out of town boyfriend” were magically no longer available.

Closer to the end of the month I went to Wales with the new man to meet his family. Which was a lot of fun except I? Was stressed to the max over imminent homelessness, lack of computer and thus falling behind in my online class, and having to plan for a week of teaching Year 6. This culminated in a mini-breakdown and a sobbing call home one night while in Wales. Yay.

I returned to London after a few days in Wales and continued on flat hunting. I was feeling pretty dejected about the whole thing. Not only had I not found a place to live yet, but the landlord for my current and illegal home had taken to randomly stopping by and being a big ole bully. I won’t get into the argument I had with him over the letter and our reasons for leaving. Let’s just say I’m very happy my boyfriend was over, because two of my housemates had already moved out and one was away traveling. A bit scary.

Finally I went to look in North West London and fell in love with both the area and a flat. Luckily, the people in the flat also appeared to like me and invited me to move in! Two days later I did.

I live off Abbey Road in the London Borough of Camden, bordering on City of Westminster. My new flatmates are lovely and friendly. I live with a young English and young Australian couple which means they are okay with the boyfriend staying over whenever (yippee!) The rent is very reasonable and I now live in Zone 2 instead of Zone 4 which is much more convenient for a whole host of reasons. Although I am not a die hard Beatles fan or anything, I have to admit it is pretty cool that I walked over a certain famous zebra crossing on my way to view the flat.

And that’s where my life is at. November has been one thousand times better than October and December looks like it’ll be a bright, shiny, happy month as well. At the end of this month I return to Wales for an early Christmas as I’m stealing my man away from his family to spend Christmas in Canada with me. I’m sure I’ll be much better, more stress-free company this time around. Then December is chock full of Christmasy happenings both in London and back home in Saskatoon. Not to mention that the much anticipated arrival of my first neice or nephew should be happening in the next week or so! That’s right, my sister-in-law’s due date is exactly a week from today! To think that when I arrive home December 13th I can hold a sweet bundle of joy that will one day know me as “Auntie Bea”. Bizarre.

So yes, life? Much better, thanks.

October hasn’t been the best month for me. It kicked off with a break-in at my house: bye laptop which means bye music and photos. Considering my financial situation as of late, the timing could’ve been better… I really can’t afford a brand new laptop! Things since then feel like they have gotten steadily worse. I haven’t been feeling very positive about life and I don’t like that.

Tonight, thankfully, is dancin’ time with some of my favourite ladies. I’m getting gussied up in a new frock and high heels which is sort of a big deal as I have a huge aversion to heels– I’m a flats kind of girl. I’ve curled my hair and am about to paint my nails. And I am going to have fun and cheer up!

I think I deserve it.

This afternoon I walked home through a park, going out of my way and zig-zagging back and forth on the pavement to crunch newly fallen leaves. As I was doing so, an older woman out walking her dog stopped me and said “I always do that too!” I laughingly replied that I just couldn’t seem to grow out of it.

I love autumn, this city, life.

A year of living in London has come and gone. This brings on many mixed emotions– awe when I look at how fast this past year has went, sentimental feelings over all that has happened, pure sadness because I only have a year left in the UK.

I think I have grown and changed so much in the past year. Like my blog title says, London really is a roost for every bird and I can’t help but feel I truly have come into my own and learned to (mostly) feel comfortable just being me.

I don’t know what else to say except I will never, ever regret moving here. This life I’ve led here? It was meant to be.

I was trying to think of a word but coming up with nothing and so I visited a reverse dictionary where you can describe the concept in a search engine and see various word suggestions. The concept I described was “defeat the purpose” and the 36th word suggestion was “husband”…. other words suggested included “frustrate”, “skunk” and “disappointment”.

I find this hilarious.

It’s my last evening in Canada and for the past hour I’ve been walking around with a huge lump in my throat, fighting back tears while I slowly pack my bags.

I don’t get it. I love the UK, I love my life there. I have so much to look forward to when I get back. Not only that but I’ll be home again in four months to meet my new niece or nephew. There is absolutely zero reason why I should feel even remotely homesick– especially since I haven’t even left yet!

Like my blog title says, homesickness is a funny disease. There’s always something or someone to miss no matter where you are.

It’s overwhelmingly sad to realize that.

Cottage life.

Bright and early tomorrow morning my mom and I are headed to Little Bear Lake where my uncle and aunt have a cabin. It is quite possibly my favourite place in the world.

Five days of relaxation. Reading books, long walks, visiting with family, great food, wine, a complete recharging of the soul.

I am so ready for it.

If today is your birthday: Something wonderful is starting to happen. The world as you know it will begin to change, slowly at first, but more rapidly as a new path takes shape. In the coming years, you will look back and realize that the genesis was now.

I have a feeling I’m going to like my 26th year.

It is absolutely pouring rain in London tonight. And I found myself walking home in nothing but ballet flats, leggings, and a short sleeved dress. No umbrella, no wellies, not even one of the free newspapers London is notorious for to use as protection.

So what do I do? I caught raindrops on my tongue, sloshed through puddles, skipped through gushing gutters, threw my arms wide and got soaking wet!

I haven’t laughed over something so purely silly in a long time… this is a London memory I want to keep with me forever.

“Sentimental Heart” lyrics from the album Volume One by She & Him.

Cried all night ’til there was nothin’ more
What use am I as a heap on the floor?
Heaving devotion but it’s just no good
taking it hard just like you knew I would

O-o-old habits die hard when you got, when you got a sentimental heart
Piece of the puzzle, you’re my missing part
Oh what can you do with a sentimental heart?

I ♥ She & Him.

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